my LONELY X'MAS 2oo9

2oo9 X'mas eve...
while everyone was happyly playing and counting down X'mas
i was hugging my laptop and staring to the monitor with doing nothing
2009, my lonely x'mas...
even U were be my side but your heart was not here with me
tried searching for Eason's song "LONELY X'MAS"
such a suitable song to describe my feeling
on the X'mas day i still need to work but inside my heart was keep on asking
"y this company do not list 25th of Dec as public holiday"?
"it this will against the labour law"?
"y working on the world recognice as public holiday do not get any double pay for salary" ?
lots of lots of questions come out on my mind
HE alwayz said i just started the journey
still have a long walk wait for me
takes everything as learning lesson
tried rerevolution myself
i am not school girl anymore
STOP for those life's teories....
it makes me feel more down

anyhow... at here still wish everyone have a great CHRISTMAS
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU