my LONELY X'MAS 2oo9

2oo9 X'mas eve...
while everyone was happyly playing and counting down X'mas
i was hugging my laptop and staring to the monitor with doing nothing
2009, my lonely x'mas...
even U were be my side but your heart was not here with me
tried searching for Eason's song "LONELY X'MAS"
such a suitable song to describe my feeling
on the X'mas day i still need to work but inside my heart was keep on asking
"y this company do not list 25th of Dec as public holiday"?
"it this will against the labour law"?
"y working on the world recognice as public holiday do not get any double pay for salary" ?
lots of lots of questions come out on my mind
HE alwayz said i just started the journey
still have a long walk wait for me
takes everything as learning lesson
tried rerevolution myself
i am not school girl anymore
STOP for those life's teories....
it makes me feel more down

anyhow... at here still wish everyone have a great CHRISTMAS
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU

我不是真正的快乐

离开了与世无争的马六甲，只身进入了人面狰狞的世界，一路充满险恶带着面具的人，要处处防范，此路程并不好走。。。。每天要迎笑待人，其实心里的感受并不好受。。。想要诉苦但不知从何说起，往往会让人觉得无中生有。。。难道是我沟通能力有问题吗？为何只是要我自己检讨？那你们说的做的就是对的？？？
无助。。彷徨。。。
你要赚大钱在外有压力我就要体谅你，我做的工就没有压力？？有谁可以体谅我？你说的全有道理，我就得听。我经验尚浅，说的都是屁话，没道理？
此路才刚开始，就觉得力不从心，都不知我能撑多久？

再见

再见是如何的感觉？

与朋友的重逢的感觉是很温馨，很怀念以前聚在一起嘻嘻哈哈的日子。
当大家聚在一起，聊聊天，互问近况，感觉蛮好的。

与老朋友重逢的感觉最很疯狂，大家一聚在一起就会将那些往事一幕幕的搬出来"历史重演"
笑声又会不断的响起来。

再见还能在当朋友的旧情人，重逢时感觉也很不错，当初的决定，并没有影响的对方，只不过是成为了感情路上的过客。

再见也当不成朋友的旧情人，当偶然的遇到也感觉心寒，莫名其妙的感觉从心中涌出来，有如熟悉的陌生人般，心中的滋味很不好受，只想赶快离开彼此的视线范围。心中有鬼？不，只是想说我也曾投入过。。。

可爱的马六甲，再回吧!!

身体累+头脑有点醉=感觉超棒

近日来，我的生活都是围绕在工作边缘。。。
大伙们都在放假，回家乡，这边去那边玩。。。而我除了工作还是工作。。。累到爆！！
个个都问我几时回KB?? 各位。。暂时不想回了，回去也不知干嘛。。。还是乖乖留在这里咯。。
每天放工呆在家的时间都不多，睡觉的时间也不是很够叻。。。
因为几乎每晚都被Mr.P抓去这边和那边走和找吃的。。（他想要把我养肥吧！！）
昨晚还去泡吧叻。。。身体累+ 头脑有点醉=感觉超棒的。
昨晚打完边炉后，去了MP“滚球”[Bowling], 接着还去了一家我没去过的吧，在Taman Merdeka, 店名：冬季吧（Winter Pub)
昨晚也是我第一次穿拖鞋泡吧叻。。。哈哈哈哈...因为没预测到要泡吧嘛。。Mr.P的朋友带去的，听说他最近常泡在哪。。他还说要把喝茶的地方改去那边。。。疯了啦！！
那间冬季感觉不赖，虽然没得跳舞，不过还可以点唱，昨晚才学会玩拳。。。hehe....一次生两次熟，很快就上手了。。。教我玩的最后还被我灌叻。。。哈哈哈
回家一觉睡到天亮，睡醒的感觉好好噢。。
今天礼拜天难得没人来吵我，不用赶时间上班，不用赶时间出门，赖在床上的感觉好久没生在我的身上了。。。
每天的时间都在赶下一场，难得好好休息在家。。。听听歌，上上网，无聊的躺在床上滚来滚去。。。感觉超棒。。。哈哈哈哈。。。
祝各位有个美好的周末咯。。。

Finally ...

Finally i had finish my life in MMU...
Finally i had move out from the house which i stayed for 3 and half years...
Finally ... n suddenly i got abit upset when i moved the last thing out from the house ...
Finally ... i seperate with my house which i stay with for 3 years ... gonna miss miss ~~
Even though i leave the place which i am familiar with ... but i still stay in Malacca ....
start to like this place... and the friends which i know around here ...
my third page of my life is start to begin with new environment, new area, new housemates
wish me good luck and all the best ....
and also to all my fellow friends ...
Good Luck for you guys future ~~

“耶稣”受难日

昨天无所事事一整天，准备好了下个拜二要考试的一切。。。
但，还是受不起懒惰虫的诱惑，又把一切隔着。。。继续上网游览。。
正当要收起心情开始读书，电话却响了。。。
传来的是“别忘了今晚的约会哦！”
我的天啊。。。我竟然真的忘叻。。。上个月早就被她约了，却从没放在心上。
赶快梳洗一番，打扮打扮，出门去了。
这是我第一次参加这类的聚会。。。基督教的耶稣受难纪念日

我。。。本身是无宗教信仰，只是给她面子才出席的。
到了会所，开始有点抗拒，只因感觉像要应酬了。
太久没出席类似的交际应酬了，要面对不认识的人谈笑，有点尴尬。笑到嘴巴都有点麻了。
最好笑的是被一位小妹妹拉到傍边跟我讲解经文。。。=.=

我根本不想听，不想看，也不想了解。
但，那小妹似乎看不出来我的无奈，继续大讲特讲，继续问我有什么不明白。
唉。。。哭笑不得。
再来就是遇到其中的“姐妹”说为了让我更明白经文，还要拿我的号码与地址。
心里顿时冒起OS:"有这个必要吗？"
还好，有她在这个时候跳出来帮我解围，然后我们就逃之夭夭。。。

回家前在市区逛逛找到了几个档口，是在网上被网友介绍的马六甲必吃的食物。
--->炒馃条，粥，叉烧饭，云饨面等等。。
原来那些档口都是在不起眼的店面和路边。
各位，请相信我，就算每次路过你们都不会察觉到它的存在。
想知道吗？PM我吧。。^^

忙碌的生活。。。

最近的都在处于毕业的生态。。。就是忙着找工作，工作还是工作。
这个月开始担任了小小老师。。。感觉蛮好的。。。面对着天真无邪的脸孔，不会在我面前耍心机，感觉自然，没负担。。开始爱上这些小瓜了。。。哈哈哈哈
我的课还是照上，但，平均出现在学校的几率是每星期3个小时。
过瘾吧！！！
但除此之外，我还有接到另一份工作，这份工的确把我累垮了。
老板娘想尽办法用尽我的价值，满分100分，我自认做足200分给她。
算了，等老娘找到另一份工，就把“踢爆晤捞”。
现在的我处于一兼两职。接下来，还会兼多几份吧。。
这两天，人在老家度过，假期要完了才跑回来。。没办法。。。老娘得找饭吃啊。。。
就算我不吃，我的7808也要吃啊。。。
回来感觉好好噢。。应该有两个月没见到我老妈了。。。超想念她的住家汤叻。。。
什么减肥，统统先隔边吧。。
吃了在算。。。哈哈哈哈（难怪我一直减肥不成功） =.=//
明天又要离开老家了，这次的离开不知何时再能回来，因为有工作在身，没那么容易说走就走了。
唉。。。加油吧。。 ^_^

请你记住你说的每一话 ！！！

我真的很后悔当初为什么和你连络，
原以为经过漫长的时间了，
应该可以放下一切，
所以才和你联络。。。
没想到我却受到你这样的对待。。。
那你还和我忏什么悔啊？？
利用我的同情来耍我吗？？
要我像白痴那样相信你说的每一句话吗？？
要我像笨蛋那样期待你所谓的诺言吗？？
我告诉你，
原本朋友这字眼还可以用来形容我和你，
但，你今天所做的，连朋友都称不上。。。
请你记住你今天所说的每一句话，
从今以后，
我的朋友名单里，不再有你的名字！！！

my CNY holiday

I was having school holiday before CNY
so can consider a long long CNY holiday for me since i joined MMU for last 3 years
coz last 3 years i only spend less than 1 week holiday for my CNY
this year i really spend a long time in KB and PG ..
but although spend so much time in KB ...
i cant manage meet any old buddies in KB ...
haiz ... one of them told me ... " why you back so early ?? they will only back on day before CNY"
aiks ... how i know u all "ta sayang kampung punya wor " ...
well... actually i also damn bz in KB coz helping my mum every single day in KB ..
have to wake up at 5.30am ... help her in her stall ...
haiz ... not like having holiday at all ...
aduhhhh....
but ... no matter how ... nth can complaint ... only can say NOT ENOUGH SLEEP ...
until CNY back PG also same ... every day also wake up around 7-8am ...
accompany my mummy jalan here n there ...
This year CNY was my first time drive from KB to PG ...
first time drive for long journey ...
my back n neck almost wan break d ...
drive for 5++hours ... finally can reach my grandma's house ...
this year CNY also non stop for run here n there ...
sekejap Alor Setar, sekejap Taiping, sekejap Kampar( fetch my sis back UTAR), then LUMUT ... then i drive back alone to Mlc ...
Sry to Jimmy hav to "jao" my speed n cant drive til 180...
hehe ... paiseh ya ....
thx to Jimmy also coz bring me go around LUMUT ...
next time should spend more time at there ...
haha ... ^^

This year also very SUI for me ..
b4 CNY i was sick for 1 week in KB ... then get well for 1 week ...
when reach Mlc ... fall sick again ...
wtf ... sick also nvm ...
the worst thing is..
i lost my N73 in Jonker Walk ...
really FUCK ...
how terrible m i ...
i think when i get down from my car i drop my hp ...
i din realise it drop out from my beg ...
aiks aiks aiks ...
when i realise it's gone ...
it's too lateeeeeeeeeee.....
haiz ...
this hp hav accompany me for 2 yrs ++..
although got think wanna change new hp ...
but never mean wan trade in it ...
eee.........
i dam geram la ...
anyhow ... i stil hav another number ... which is 016

p/s: frens, pls do contact me back if u guys saw this blog or i havent send any msg that i have change the phone number ...

~~ Time to say g00dbye ~~

Yesterday i was finish my last paper for tis sem

at nite v went to Sg. Duyung, Padang Temu for Mlc famous food (ikan bakar)

wit the nice environment and seafood ...

haha ... tis time can consider the last time gathering for my batch of frens ...

they going to grad but i stil hav 1 more sem to go ... (left 1 subject) =.=//

but anyway ... v stil wil having convo at the same time in tis year AUGUST, Cyberjaya

next sem i m going to be alone over here ...

since i only taking 1 subject, so i also face wit another problem

i m searching for partime job to support myself ...

2day went out to search the partime job ...

but back with nth ...

my holiday mode is active

tml i wil back to my lovely PG hometown b4 i'm going back KB (main hometown)...

many things ned to do n plan ...

headeach as well ...

spending my 3 weeks holidays just for PG n KB

coz CNY wil going back PG again... haha

tis year CNY i officially hav longerst holidays compare with last 3 yrs

since i joined MMU ...

after CNY i wil b reborn ... hahaha ...

tis is new challenge for me ...

although i havent step out my Uni life...

but at the same time i also hav to work too ...

i hope i can handle all over it ...

To my dear frens who going to face with reality society

Good Luck for your future

Stay happy and be healthy

Hope to see you guys again in our Convocation

Meet you all in Cyberjaya

Muacks ~~

考试。。。

自6号起至9号，我在进行着考试。。。
今天总算考完两张了。。。
应该放点轻松才对。。。
可是，9号我却要面对double papers叻。。
高兴不起来。。也提不起劲。。
不然现在也不会跑来这儿打起blog咯。。
很累也不是。。。现在的心情不知要怎么形容。。。
haiz...
无奈。。。
再会！！

~~ the last month in 2oo8 ~~

Today is the first day in 2oo9

let's have a review for the last month in 2oo8

in this month beside have my birthday party

followed by Brad Lee's birthday in MOLI Cafe

** Happy Birthday Ah Brad **

Family photo

Next is count down 2oo8 X'mas in Jonker Walk

this was my first time and last time celebrate X'mas in Malacca ...

last 2 years always faced with books coz having final exam ...

this year also my final year stay in Mlc ... wuwuwu ...

Group photo

Seniors

from top: Shan, Cent, Brad, Hxin, ah Loy, ME, Lacer, Ks, Kelly n Yovi

Merry X'mas to everyone

with mask... cheese ...

when on our way back, crowded in Loy's car

From Left:Ks, Hxin, Me, Cent n Yovi

And last is count down for New Year 2oo9

we also spend the nite in Jonker Walk, Libra Pub

this night more crowded than X'mas because Jonker Walk did open as weekend

yamsheng guys!!!

mE + Kelvin Lee (free hugs ??!!)

hahaha

all girls

Well~~ that's all for my 2oo8

with a new revolution for 2oo9

wishing everyone all the best, stay healthy and be happy

muacks **